A Program in Miracles: Rediscovering Your True Self
As I worked with A Course in Miracles, I really could observe that there is an anxiety about heavenly love in my mind. I understood this is the ego’s concern with dropping itself. The pride is afraid to be exposed and being viewed as a smoke of nothingness. That is driving a a course in miracles school of intimacy. We discuss that concern in relationships, which may also be expected as anxiety about sexual intimacy, but it is really an anxiety about dropping our character, our mask of individuality. It is worries to getting taken away with a wonderful love, a enjoy therefore effective that none people will even imagine anything as wonderful and powerful!
For me personally, those would be the huge secrets, because it doesn’t start with this great awareness. It always begins with sensation like you have done something wrong, whether you’ve masturbated, stolen something, mistreated some body, or there’s something in your head that you’ve evaluated as so hideous that that you don’t even need to handle it, you would like to overlook about it and drive it out of awareness.
Underneath all those memories and feelings, is the belief that we are separated. This is actually the “secret” we hide. It really is an difficult belief, but we think that it is correct; We have evaluated it as horrific and have sent it out of awareness. All unconscious guilt originates from that opinion in separation. And as you actually provide your self over to the wonder, you feel dozens of hidden beliefs and secrets are being washed away and you ultimately face this concealed belief in divorce!